I was hoping that someone could shed some light on what/why I am getting some nasty effects as I titrate down my dexadrine dose. Since I went from my 30mg to 20mg per day (dexadrine xr) a week ago, i wake up every morning and about 5-10 minutes later I am hit with a combination of depression and major agitation, on top of extreme lethargy and brain fog. It seems to be getting worse and I would like to know why this is going on so I can look for some solutions. My GP doesn't seem to have an answer beyond 'just deal with it', but it can get so intense until I take my dose that my wife and daughter can't stand to be around me, and I end up wanting to run my head into a wall.
Any input on the why and or how to help this would be much appreciated. I was as high as 120mg of adderrall per day a few months back but with the help (I say that very loosly) of some opiates, I have managed to get down to this dose. I am planning on getting off this completely as I have suffered from major addiction issues for the past 3 years and have realized that any "abusable" medication, regardless of it's purpose, is a bad idea for me.
I have been messing around with a few nootropic stacks over the past year to try and help get me clean, and my current stack is as follows, plus 10mg of oxyneo per day taken every 4 hours (total of 50mg per day):
AM MIX 7:00am
L-Tyrosine 1000mg
ALCAR (powder) 1000mg
Inositol 4.5g
Creatine 5g
Aniracetam 500mg
CILTEP+Dexadrine 8:30am
Artichoke Ext. 1000mg
Forskilin 50mg
Vit B-6 50mg
ALA 300mg
Vitamin D 5000iu
Fish Oil 3000mg
Dexadrine XR 20mg
UMP & PERCEPTIVE STACK 3:00pm
B-Complex 100mg
Bio-Magnesium 300mg
Fish Oil 3000mg
Folic Acid 1000mcg
NAC 500mg
SAMe 400 400mg
Uridine UMP 500mg
Vitamin E 400iu
PM STACK 9:30pm (2hrs before bed)
Pro Liver 1600mg
Bio-Magnesium 300mg
Vit B-6 50mg
Fish Oil 3000mg
Vitamin C 2000mg
5-HTP 200mg
Zinc 50mg