Hello everyone, I'm sorry to sound desperate but I'm in utter desperation; I think my life is on the line. I don't know how to stop this horrid addiction. I've been hospitalized twice for serious illnesses and high fevers, but it's only now that I've realized every one of my serious illnesses was preceded with a cold turkey discontinuation of sulbutiamine.
To start the story off, I found out about Sulbutiamine a year ago, I thought it was the perfect supplement - the miracle drug. I've been taking it almost regularly for a year now - dosages usually exceeding 500mg. It did wonders for my social anxiety and motivation, I truly started to feel as though I couldn't function at my peak without it. I thought it gave me a huge step up in life; it perfected my personality. I'm not sure how much of this is true. I did have some significant, good, life-changing events while undergoing sulbutiamine treatment. I don't want to talk about how great my life has been on it though, because the cons I've experienced may not be worth the risk.
Anyways, right now I'm panicking because I don't know how to wean myself off of this sulbutiamine. It's very difficult. I'm a sophomore in uni and it gets very serious and utterly miserable at certain times. At certain times I though I would die from my illness/withdrawal. How can I be sure it is the sulbutiamine? Well, it goes like this.
- I stop taking sulbutiamine
- I start getting flu like symptoms - severe muscle aches, pain and fatigue, high fevers over 104 (i've had 107 at one point), throat pain, extreme tiredness and lethargy
- I panic, wondering why I get sick so often; what is wrong with me?
- The symptoms get worse and worse, and I eventually I end up going to the hospital, and get diagnosed with a viral infection/flu, and/or I unwittingly take sulbutiamine again
I felt better after taking 500mg today, and I took 800mg ibuprofen soon after. I haven't gone for special treatment yet, because it hasn't gotten as bad as it had gotten before. I just feel scared and trapped.
This is a horrible cycle, and I don't want to risk my health even if it can get me many riches. Somebody please tell me what is going on, I don't understand.
I've been taking sulbutiamine regularly for a long long time now, and if anyone has had a similar experience please share so I don't sound crazy. I'm very worried about myself and other people; it's an innocent escapade that leads to grim results.
God bless all of you for reading this
Edited by Philosopher, 01 April 2014 - 06:18 PM.