I just read about what is called ''spatial sequence synesthesia'' being a condition when you see numerical sequences as points in space,for example I always imagine all twelve months with all four seasons and upcoming events around me in a circle ,and when I think of multiple subjects at a time they have separate space in my Imaginary visual field,I always thought of it being common and then I began to wonder as why I never experience amnesia after heavy alcohol intoxication, till the point I can't recognize someones face and I'm falling on my back.After my first psychosis which happened 1 year ago I developed a sort of tuned down autobiographical memory where I could consistently recall conversations that took place 6 months ago,but there were also times when my mind generated memories of events which never took place where I was convinced that I had a girlfriend who dumped me,I noticed that something like this happens when my mind perpetuates a memory through repetitive thought patterns often crippling the original memory. Could it be that some people consolidate memory through a different neural circuitry and perhaps why people with high IQ's tend to be a minority because of congenital brain malformation,just the way evolution works when a random ''error'' occurs?
I also want to apologize for my recent posts due to reoccuring psychotic episodes.