@JackBlack @BeachyKeen
A bit more reading about, and 2 days of experimenting with, DXM with Mucuna has produced some good results. Thanks Jack!
Essentially, I've been taking some Mucuna about once every few weeks for a while, just to see if anything would happen. Almost nothing has. Maybe a bit of a boost but nothing worth writing about.
Yesterday, after doing some reading and noticing that DXM has the ability to amplify a substance while lowering your tolerance, I decided to jump back into it. I bought some more DXM, took 75 MG, then took 1/2 tsp mucuna a few hours later. Boom! I felt great! Things that would usually get under my skin were like water off a duck's back. I was able to be intimate with my wife without feeling inadequate (Not physically but personally. She's an amazing woman.).
Since Mucuna stopped working, sex has been almost a chore at having to psych my self up and tell myself that I am worthy. More work than it was worth but I did it for her. Last night was so different. I didn't feel unworthy. I wasn't concerned that I wasn't a good enough husband. I was actually able to enjoy the process.
Today, I took 45 MG DXM, then took 1/4 tsp mucuna a few hours later. Feeling good. Not like Superman but like a strong, healthy human being. This is good.
If DXM can do this, I'm onboard 100%. If it can do this WHILE reducing my tolerance, 1000%.
And on a probably unrelated note, yesterday afternoon and again this morning, I noticed a low hum while sitting at my desk. Suddenly I realized it was my computer speakers that were on but had no sound playing through them. They've been at the same setting for a year and a half and I've never noticed the hum before. Maybe my tinnitus is being reduced. I wasn't looking for that so I haven't been paying attention. The hum NEVER bothered me before but today I had to lower the volume on them and crank up the volume on my computer.