I took Luvox (fluvoxamine, an SSRI) for obsession/intrusions for about a year. It worked very good and the intrusion faded (I had therapy as well). Then I tapered (because I thought I didn't need the drug anymore, this was in 2009) and was in remission for about 1,5 years. When I relapsed suddenly and started having the same obsession again I went back on Luvox. After 9 weeks on 200 mg nothing changed. It didn't work like the first time.
My general doctor switched me to Lexapro (escitalopram). After 3 weeks I felt it kick in. The intrusion disappeared once again and I felt really liberated.
I was on Lexapro for 6 years. Slowly tapered to 5mg but wasn't planning to withdraw. I was feeling happy with minimal side effects!
Three months ago it seemed like I reached poop-out; The obsessive thought came back with double force. I wasn't able to turn things around. My psychologist thought the dose was too low, so I increased to 15 mg. After four weeks I didn't feel any better. He said the serotonin-receptors might be depleted or desensitized from the long term use. Never knew this could happen but OK....
I was given the option to switch to another SSRI or an SNRI but I figured this class of drugs won't work for me on the long term so I decided to taper to 0 mg and then see what happens. I consulted a psychiatrist and he advised Haldol or Risperdal...but the side effects scare me!
I rather switch to a supplement or a stack of supplements and maybe cycle these.
My first thought was L-tryptophan. I also looked for info on 5HTP, Inositol and Rhodiola. They all sound promising. I also read up on NAC and SAMe. Also promising.
Increasing serotonin levels seemed to have worked for me in the past. But now I'm really insecure about it.
I do notice that being among good friends or going on a holiday with lots of sunshine and long walks in nature actually makes me feel a lot better. I am able to let the intrusion pass by much more easily; the result is that it even doesn't pop up as often!
My question: will these kind of supplements work after pooping-out from an SSRI? If my brain isn't responding to a serotonergic drug I figure it might not respond to a serotonergic supplement either. Or am I thinking too simple?
Of course I won't use these in combination with the Lexapro (I'm on 2,5 mg now)
Thanks for your feedback!
Edited by Catwoman, 09 August 2016 - 08:40 PM.