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I was up with, I was up with the crack of 9:30. I went out to do something. Dealt with some stuff. Someone said something inflammatory. I told them off. Basically the rest of it went pretty well. I remained calm, mostly and present. After that I went to a nearby farmers' market. I got some stuff there. I should have a bumper sticker on my ass that says I brake for farmers' markets and bakeries. There's room. Then I went home and ate a ham sandwich and waited and waited for an appointment. I went out and did what I needed to do. Where I was I found an exceptionally beautiful sky with unusual clouds topping the mountains. The day seemed to be saying something. I was pretty calm but I said most of what I wanted to say. I asked most of what I wanted to ask. For now, some of the wanted result is still in process. I looked under the surface of presentations being made and wasn't too impressed. I was stirred up.
I went somewhere, and got some free magazines. I contemplated spending the day outdoors, which I sorely need, but my mind was on the earlier matter. I went with that. I spent a lot of time, resources and limited sitting time on that. I don't want to think about how much. I have to cook some expensive organic chicken and use some produce I spent the last two days purchasing or it will go bad. Unfortunately, I feel too tired and stirred up to do that. I did what I did.
I proceed. I am led by impulse. I am led by emotions. Sometimes I am led by a craving for baked goods. I have been led by avoidance. Lately I am led by better judgment, by considered opinion, or by God. I fly crooked and circle back. I pull backwards. Sometimes I attack. I feel feelings or I feel the lack. I try to include my whole presence.
-- by Luminosity
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