I will almost faint, freak out, get very aggressive, light headed and anxious at the sight of needles.
routine blood draw for TRT to test free and total testosterone, no fasting needed. giving those testosterone shots myself make me a bit anxious, but I fear somebody else doing it to me much more.
please give me a STRONG stack to use for tomorrow.
this is what I have access to:
-Klonopin .5mg (only a few, prefer to save but will take one)
-baclofen
-phenibut (already took 3 times in the last 4 days, can't take anymore!)
-bacopa 20% extract (haven't tried yet but I have a bunch, also heard it takes time to build up)
-magnesium, b vitamins, vitamin C
-Gabapentin (gaba mimetic)
-opiates
-tianeptine
-tizanidine (alpha 2 agonist like clonidine, muscle relaxer)
-alcohol
-chamomile, ashwagandha, Kratom, plenty of other adaptogenic herbs. just ask I probably got em
Not worried about anything being too strong, this will be a quite rare occasion, I know how each dose affects my body and won't be stupid with it. yes it is dangerous to mix depressants, I will not go out of my way to die here.
advice is needed for synergy (I'd like to maximize effectiveness of klonopin .5mg.) and personal experience helps. Iwill be doing breathing exercises, mindfulness meditation and other things before.
Don't flame me if you have NO idea what its like to have a phobia. besides this, I have GAD and wayy too much norepinephrine I feel like I'm always on an adrenaline rush.