Just wanting some advice -- suffer from atypical depression, ADD, severe OCD ..
Never really had an AD response until I was placed on Parnate last year. SSRIs ameliorated some of the physical side-effects like leaden paralysis but did nothing for cognition/anhedonia. I'd been in a near-vegetative state for about 3 years and Parnate brought me back to life, but I needed 60mg in order to achieve a stable remission.
The problem was a) I seem to be highly sensitive to medication (particularly stimulants) and even 10mg at a time could be overpowering, so I was dosing 6 times a day, which was highly impractical. What's more, any overlap in dosing would just leave me feeling foggy and non-functional.
b) The medication had no effect on my OCD/anxiety.
Anyway, I ended up coming off it because I was fearful of the diet restrictions and wanted to trial Memantine, which failed to pan out. So now I've spent the past 5 months in a depressed, highly anxious, borderline-suicidal state. I did manage to haul my a** off to see one final psychiatrist who received rave reviews online, and who wants to revisit Parnate. He's a psychopharmacologist and so is looking at 60mg as a minimum dose, with the idea of tapering upwards once stabilized.
My last psychiatrist suspected I might have some issue with a slow metabolism, but this guy doesn't agree -- though he hasn't given any basis for that decision. He also doesn't want me splitting the dose up through the day, and believes it should all be taken before 3pm in order to avoid insomnia.
So, I'm a little concerned about clumping everything together given that I already felt overstimulated taken 6x10mg about 1.5 hours apart ... hence, my first question: Does anyone know if Parnate becomes *more* anxiolytic at higher doses? This is something I've heard before. I've just started again on 30mg a day, which is okay, because I can space it appropriately.
Second question: I'm taking 0.5mg of clonazepam twice a day. I was put on it about five days ago. I trialed Xanax on its own for about two weeks and had a full-blown paradoxical reaction (i.e. increased anxiety, activation, etc.). Either clonazepam isn't doing anything for me, or it's making me worse, because I can generally swear I feel more alert after taking it. I used it last time I was on Parnate and would sometimes have difficulties sleeping after dosing .. so I donno .. given the half-life and all, how long is necessary to determine if Clonazepam is/n't working? I e-mailed this new psychiatrist and he didn't think it was the clonazepam.
Finally, is anyone aware of any supplements that can help possibly mellow the Parnate and curb the overstimulation so I can reap the anti-attentional benefits? I have no idea why, but anything classically inhibiting (Taurine, magnesium, Memantine) just activates me these days. NAC seemed like a perfect candidate but it causes respiratory issues. What about Uridine?
Thank you for reading!