I have really fucked myself up. I have a bad feeling, it's for good.
Not really man, everything is resolvable.
MDMA depletes VMAT which is a crucial part of normal neurotransmitter release, so one idea would be to increase VMAT levels. Lobelia inflatable is one such method, it does this by causing VMAT2 upregulation from VMAT2 inhibiton (so best to sleep through the inhibition phase!)
Iboga is the king of brain neurochemistry restoration. Its illegal in the US though. Its neuropharmacology is fantastic!
Lobelia is according to this source an inhibitor of Vmat2.
http://www.ncbi.nlm....pubmed/24484975
Please keep in mind that Iboga can be fatal even in normal doses due to a Vagus-nerve overstimulation (or something like that) the shamans induce therefore a state of trance to avoid it.
Therefore never do this alone.
@ OP
I´ve read that MDMA damages dopamine and serotonine terminals.
It would look for some reports whether anyone else has experieced the same symptoms as You. I´ve only read about a reduction of libido.
anyway, my approach would be to find out possible differences in Your symptoms vs. PSSD in oder to to be more certain about the cause.
The thing in PSSD is a constant & elevated tone of Serotonine because the presynaptic (auto)5-ht1a receptors, which shut the release of Serotonine upon activation, are faulty (permanent desentitized).
As an result, the postsynaptic 5-ht1a as well as other are overactivated, which is why Zinc (not more than 30mg/day! b/c of vasoconstriction) might help because it reduces pre- and postsynaptic 5-ht1a transmission as well as elevates SERT expression, which increases the clearance of Serotonine.
Besides the suggested Zinc, I would also try buspar which activates only the "pre" 5-ht1a ones at lower-mid doses.
However it doesnt work that good for people with PSSD anyway and it wouldnt heal You.
- for dopamine, You could try mucuna pruriens aka L-Dopa. If You experience hughe improvements,
then its probably not PSSD b/c afaik Serotonine deactivates dopamine-neurons via the post 5-ht1a. <- Admitely I´m unsure about this
This doesnt counts for synthetic Dopamine agonists where Ropinirole helps against PSSD.
Try to avoid them b/c of Dopamine Agonist Withdrawal Symptoms (DAWS)
http://www.longecity...ws/#entry648504
- One further thing that dont "afaik" work for PSSD are 5-ht2a inhibitors which should work b/c those ones do also control the Libido
So I would look whether You´re having constant low dopamine and/or high Serotonine via behavioral changes like elevated shyness, more or lesser anxiety &etc.
and therefore You could take a look at the reports in the pssdforum and look for further possible differences and common symptoms
Edited by Flex, 15 February 2016 - 02:28 AM.