Hello guys,
Im 19 and ive been smoking pot the last 3 years almost everyday with small 15-day breaks 4-5 times a year. the last 8 months i have been smoking almost 2 grams everyday. Ive took 10 small doses of LSD over the last year (the first three in the same week), the last being more than 4 months ago. Tried MDMA 5 times over the last year last being 6 months ago. Crack twice but very small doses. And spice-like cannabis substitutes occasionally. i found out i also had been taking clopixol for 1 week without knowing one and a half year ago, combined with heavy cannabis use, alcohol, and too much caffeine. The last 6 months ive been feeling a little odd and this feeling keeps becoming stronger and stronger even though I have a 100% healthy lifestyle right now. 1 month ago i had my first panic attack caused by these sensations, followed by many more, and now im in a constant panic mode...(throat feels like closing in, air isnt enough, hyperventilation causes hands to go numb many times a day). I also have noticed my heart reate isnt stable, going noticeably up during inhalation and down during exhalation. My eyes are too sensitive to light, i feel lightheaded 24/7, i have painfully realistic nightmares where my teeth fall off, my brain is very slow (i used to be first in class at Math), my memory is too weak and multitasking is impossible. I even fail at doing very simple things. I somehow think i can feel the inside of my body in an unsettling way (my throat and centre of the head most vividly), and even the smallest injury (bumping my knee on the table) makes me panic and feel as if something is not ok in my body. I have lost my urge to go out and socialize, and i cant eat as i used to because the feeling of my stomache being full panics me. I have quit everything 25 days now and just started taking a b12 vitamin pill once a day because i heard it helps at the reconstruction and healing of nerves but im not really sure if its true. i excercise a lot every day, and its the only thing that helps me feel better. Im not interested in taking any kind of medication and i want this to go away as naturally as possible (if possible). Can anyone here tell what has happened to me? And most importantly if it can just go away in some time..? :P Im losing precious time from my life and thats devastating me. Thank you guys!!
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