Hi,
Firstly, caffeine is not the main focus of this, but I will use for an example in this topic.
Past:
I drank 5-6 cups of 100% Arabic coffee at 11pm. note that in each mug I put in about 5-8 big big spoons of coffee.
I drank them down all in one go, it tasted like tar. at around 11:40pm I was feeling awake and good felt good...
then after that it just hit me, everything I became awful awful sick. I felt like I was going to die. I ended up laying on the sofa drinking massive amounts of water to flush it out of me. I tried to get to sleep but could not, I felt like every second I would die. I did not get to sleep until 7am the next morning (and it was on a holiday from school)...
anyway, after that experience I have never been the same , as in; well It seems that I am looking for something, a drug or something, like I research online, read books,etc just looking for a "drug"? or something. its really really weird. its like I need something..... and if I drink a high enough amount of coffee again/caffeine containing products I become very strange....
a overview; I have not been the same since then, and any other time I drink coffee or caffeine containing products (not tea), I become very strange, don't know what it is but yeah.
anyway, moving forward.
does anyone know what is going on please?.
I remember reading online someone else experienced a really bad panic attack or something and since then they have been in "search for something"...
you know?...
any idea please?
thanks.
