Hello,
would like advice on possible supplements/nootropics to try.
History:
Age 11 - 20 - habitual marijuana smoker and poly-substance abuser
Age 20 - diagnosed with Anxiety disorder, prescribed psych meds, including benzos
Age 20 - 28 - on/off many different psych meds, stayed on benzos
Age 28 - detoxed off of benzos using Ibogaine
Age 28 - 30 - back on psych meds/benzos due to failed detox
Age 30 - present (1 year) - been off all psych meds for a year, trying to find supplements to help
Current stack:
Magnesium - helps
Tianeptine - not sure, seems to make me numb and make anhedonia worse
Tried in past:
large dose Niacin - helped sometimes, other times did nothing
fish oil - no noticeable effects
b12/methylfolate - no effects
curcumin - no effects
bacopa - no effect
ashwagandha - no effect
low dose Ibogaine - made me paranoid
marijuana - made me paranoid
the list goes on...
interested in trying P21, NSI 189 or Celebrolysin, and possibly a Racetam of some sort. Worried about anything making my irritability (bad!) worse or making my anxiety worse. Just ordered some CBD chocolates also. would also consider an empathogen such as MDAI if i could find it.
Any ideas of something that may help?
Thanks!
nicklesprout